Can't be bothered to write a new entry, but I do have a poem I wanna write:

Dear My Beloved

Dear my beloved,
When we're walking side by side
I've always wished to take your hand in mine
When we're staring eyes to eyes
I've always wished to encircle my arms around you
When we're saying goodbye to each other
I've always wished that you would kiss me on the forehead

Dear my beloved,
There are so many things I wish I could do
But it turns out that I'm too scared to make the first move
I just wish sometimes you could read my mind
So you would know all these things and start it for me
I know you could wipe away my fears
Once you touch my skin and whisper on my ears
Saying that it's okay to wish these things
And that you want them as well as I do

Dear my beloved,
So if you want to take my hand and hold it tight
Please do so because I think that's what is right
And if you want to encircle your arm around my shoulder
Please do so because that would make me feel a bit warmer
And if you want to plant a kiss on my cheek
Please do so because we both want it

Dear my beloved,
There's so many things I wish I could do
But you know I'm still too scared to just go ahead and move
So I wish you would do it for me sometimes
And you'll know that they're what I've always wanted all these times