Sunday, February 29, 2004



My first award from a Blending Challenge. He-he. Dunno where else to put it, so I put it up in my Gallery in C:tP. Cool, eh? First time I submit for a challenge and first time I got an award, although it's only honorable mention but it's still cool. Gonna do another challenge soon.

Friday, February 27, 2004

Stole this quiz from Molly. Tee-hee.

1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
School days: 6.15 AM (which sucks) Holidays: at least I'll sleep until 9 AM

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE? Holly Marie Combs!

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
Gold. My skin doesn't work with silver.

4. WHAT IS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
Love Actually.. which was beautiful. Watched it on V-day.

5. FAVORITE TV SHOW/s?
Charmed and Reality Shows like Bachelor/Bachelorette, Joe Millionaire, For Love or Money, etc

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
I don't eat breakfast. At school I buy various type of food if that's counted as breakfast.

7. WHAT WOULD YOU HATE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH?
Someone I don't know. A stranger. Who wouldn't?

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
No and never will.

9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
The nature. Or romantic scenes.

10. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
I don't have a middle name.

11. BEACH, CITY OR COUNTRY?
I'd prefer mountain, but beach goes second.

12. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter

13. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Chocolate all the way!

14. BUTTERED PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN?
Buttered plain

15. FAVORITE COLOR?
Green and white

16. FAVORITE CAR?
McLaren Mercedes.. but sport cars will do.

17. FAVORITE SANDWICH FILLING?
Bacon! Eggs! Chicken!

18. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
Liar and arrogant-ness

19. FAVORITE FLOWER?
Roses (red and white)

20. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL PEOPLE?
I wouldn't be able to wait

21. FIZZY OR STILL WATER AS A DRINK?
Still water

22. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM?
White and Tosca blue

23. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
Don't have any

24. WHERE WOULD YOU RETIRE TO?
Mountains! Villas!

25. CAN YOU JUGGLE? IF YES HOW MANY?
Sadly no

26. FAVORITE DAYS OF THE WEEK?
Wednesday (cos there's Charmed) and Saturday (cos it's a HOLYday!)

27. RED OR WHITE WINE?
How should I know if I've never tasted both.

28. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
Treated my friends.

29. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
Nope

30. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
None, as if there would be someone that will send it back?

31. WHO WILL BE THE FIRST PERSON YOU EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
Ditto to the last answer.

32. DEEPEST FEARS?
Being alone.

33. LIFETIME GOALS?
Beat J.K Rowling with my own published books.

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Guess what? I'M FINALLY CASTED FOR DUTP (Digging Up The Past) WHICH IS ONE OF C:tP's BIG AND IF I MIGHT ADD EXCLUSIVE RPGs! Omigod. I was so happy and smiling like crazy. Okay, first attempt that's successful.. although it's a demonic role which is Hannah, a warlock who works in Buckland. Can start from there and make my way up to one of the major roles like the Charmed Ones. Muaha. How cool is this.. I finally can join it! However it takes me about an hour for every audition.. so guess it's worth it anyway. Applied for Paige in WLBTM and Piper in IDBT as well, hope I can get the roles too.

Last Friday I had to skip school again in order to apply for a visa to America, which turned out to be the worst day ever. They're so arrogant and mean they treated us almost as if we're not human. We had to queue outside the building in the rain, and my sandals were helplessly wet and dirty. Not to mention we couldn't park properly either because they gave no space for it and we had to walk through the rain in the middle of the road where every car that passed splashed water to us. Then inside it turned out that the photo we provided wasn't valid so we had to take a TAXI to go to the nearest photo studio. All these craziness happened in the rain. After we finally got in, hate to say it but the bitch behind the counter sent us to the back of the queue line once again just because we forgot to fill one field in the form. When we finally got interviewed it was already 11 am (oh I didn't say that I had to wake up at 6.30 just to end up being tortured by the crazy traffic and the crazy embassy without enough sleep did I?) Yeah so when I finally got home (which takes about an hour more spent on the way because of the damn huge traffic everywhere) I got a terrible headache and I haven't eat from the morning which made my stomach feel so empty and I almost passed out. The AC in the embassy was also deadly cold, just like how the people there act. Mleh, arrogant-ness. I got home even later than if I had to go to school, which now I wish I could've done, because that Friday we could go home at 12 pm and I arrived home from the embassy at 1.30 pm.

America.. America. For once I'm grateful I don't live there. It's so torturing to get a visa and go there.. which shows pretty much how arrogant they are.. sorry to all my American friends but it's just not human-like to treat us like this. My goodness.

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Whew. Look at how long I haven't updated this blog. Bored, huh? I bet no one reads it anyway so why bother. Anyways, I got chosen to join The Gauntlet Tournament in C:tP, FGB vs. ADA. So far this is my first time to join a Board-Game in C:tP and it's very fun indeed. It helps me increase my skill of role-playing as well, and who knows after this my chance to get a role in one of those 'exclusive' C:tP RPGs could be bigger. One more step closer.. huh. So hard to apply for a role. If I come into too much details, it get rejected as well because I describe the feelings too much. Hmph.. hard, hard, hard. But must try and try again. I shall be better with every audition. Neways, the Board game is fun coz I can develop my character even more, and the first mission is unique too.. but boring though. The Valentine Ball. And yet I got paired up with a female again (this happened in the Love Shack blind date in FGB too). Accidentally happened, huh? Unlucky incidents that are just coincidences. Yeah, right. How doomed am I. This is getting irritating. Getting paired up with a female in every occassion. Bleh. Mleh. Gah.

So far the Real Life isn't better. I'm bored of school, yadda yadda yadda. I start sending blends for challenges, it's fun. I hope I win some coz I've make quite many blends lately and submitted them for the challenges. Hmp.. let's just wait and see. I NEED VACATION! The boring ol' school is just exhausting. I couldn't care more than just study a few minutes before exams. And I nearly sleep in every lesson. I wanna quit like hell. It's just after all these years.. it seems enough for me having to wake up in such an early time, be there in school until the evening and only have so little time at home and to do some fun activities. Saturdays and Sundays are never enough for rest.. I don't know how could I previously live without holidays on Saturdays.

Friday, February 13, 2004

Since I mostly have bad luck, it's weird that 13--on the other hand--is always my lucky number. Today I don't know what happened but suddenly I got an admin access in C:tP. Yeah, Admin for a day! Can you believe that? I can see ALL forums. I can BAN members. I have ALL THE POWER. I can even delete the entire C:tP, but since I'm good and I love the board, I didn't. Although I figured that I can remove my admin access by myself, I PMed one of the admins asking for help, because I don't want to risk removing myself from the whole board instead. Well, it was fun, and I must admit I took a peek into a few forums that are previously invisible for me, but I didn't go to ADA. Only thinking of it at first seems brilliant, but I don't wanna do that because later I got scared. I'm not supposed to enter it, so I just won't. The game won't be fun anymore. See? I was HIGHLY tempted. It was almost like how the Ring tempted everyone in LoTR. And I'm glad I passed, I didn't hide the truth from the admins (not that they won't find it sooner or later) and PMed one of them right away, and I didn't go to the opposite side. Or ban annoying members. Muaha. I feel quite proud of myself. Don't worry admins, I did find out some little secrets about how things are going behind the scenes, but I won't tell anyone about them of course. Besides there's not much advantages for me anyway. So yeah.. I hope I can still be a normal member after this weirdness happened.. I was kinda starting to freak out because of all this. Anyways, this is not my fault so please don't ban me or kick me out of The Gauntlet (which I got chosen to join.. YAYNESS!) because I have absolutely no idea how that happened.

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Three days without internet is a big torture. Believe me, it is! I feel like someone that's highly addicted to drugs and cannot get it for days. Yesh, it kinda feel the same. It's very depressing. Especially since my computer always choose Saturday--my only free day--to crash. Gah! But the good news is I CAN NOW INSTALL NEW FONTS!! YAYNESS! After the weirdness of not being able to add more fonts, now the harddisk crashes and when it's repaired.. I can finally add new fonts, thank God. And of course the bad news, I lose MSN Messenger and Yahoo Messenger AGAIN. Goodness. It's tiring, very tiring to have to download them all over again. But anyways, PRAISE THE NEW FONTS!! Yeah.

Sunday, February 01, 2004

Just finished reading Message in A Bottle and I had to hold myself from crying. Geez.. who knows at the end the man died? It's so shocking and unbelievable. So they don't live happily ever after.. because the man would never be able to forget his dead wife.. and yeah.. it's such a sad ending! *sniff* But it's still a great book, I love it so much. I've always dreamt to make a book that can make people cry one day. Because making people cry with your story isn't easy, maybe if we make a movie it's easier to make people feel the emotions. But in a book, it's very hard to picture the emotions and to make people actually feel the feeling you're trying to say. It's very amazing, I'll learn much from Nicholas Sparks. And I absolutely will be looking forward to seeing the movie based on that book as well.
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