Current Mood: Content
Current Music: Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You





How random are you?

this quiz was made by alanna

Okay, so I'm not random. But I don't normally answer people who asks 'What's up' with 'Dude, marbles are shiny' or something like that, okay? Well, guess I'm still pretty sane.





Which X2 Character Are You?




You're Elizabeth Swan, governer's daughter. Every pervy orlando-fancier hates you.

Which POTC character are you?

this quiz was made by alanna

Meh. Did you hear that? Back off, Orlando lover. Muaha.

Anywho, Europe trip was almost cancelled coz my brother who lives in SF is very sick, and Mom almost had to go there to visit him and cancel our trip. But last night I made a different prayer, I didn't ask a miracle to happen so I could still go, I asked that everything that would happen should only happen because He wants it. And yeah.. guess what? In the morning Mom screams cheerfully saying we can still go. Thank goodness.

However we had to choose another package, coz the last one had been cancelled. No Disneyland Paris, meh. But at least there's still Rome, Venice, Pisa, and their friends. Minus one day compared to the last one, and my dad won't be coming. Well, these are just simple things that can't bother me much. Bottom line, I would still go. I would still go back to school only after having a vacation that's enough to refresh my mind and prevent my head from exploding from only thinking of the stress waiting ahead. Seriously, the next school year I believe would be hard. University and shiz. I hate to think about future. Meh!

Holiday is starting to make me bored as ever. Can't wait for Europe trip, but that's still about a week from now. I feel like everyday is wasted ya know.. everyday when I was still at school I dream of holidays but now when I have a long one I dunno what to do and everyday's just wasted. Anyone know how to spend your holiday well?

Things I need to do:
-Watch Harry Potter 3 [Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azakaban]
-Buy Love Actually's DVD [or VCD]
-Rent more movies
-Start making a novel for that novel competition [I'm halfway finished, still about 100 pages more to go though]
-Start making two short stories for that short stories competition in the magazine [I've made one, one more to go]
-Start making a summary for that summary competition

Yeah I'm trying to join every kind of writing competition to prove that I have talent in writing stuffs and so that I could earn money for myself [the prize is billions of rupiahs! That's about $1000] I'll pray every night so I get at least one of the prizes.. I can't fail in all three competition, can I? Phew, hopefully I do get something. Though I'll need to print out about 100+ pages if I do wanna send the novel to the competition too, and my printer's ink is empty. Crap-o, will have to refill it first only to empty it again after I finish. Hope it would worth it though. Pray for me, everyone!

Okay too bad.. but you won't be seeing any awards in my blog anymore, I've decided to delete them all from my server coz they take too much space. I don't have a site to put them all up anyway, so what's the point. It's just for fun though. Besides this way my blog would somehow look clearer. They pile up too soon and it's getting out of hand.

Anyway, watched Troy today, and is satisfied. It was a great movie, lots of blood yeah but still cool, and all of that war just because a girl? Duh. Anywho, that girl who is.. omigosh I already forgot the name again.. who is that? Paris's brother? Crap. Let me find it in a minute. Oh yes, Hector. The girl who plays Hector's wife, isn't that the girl who's in Deep Blue Sea? The stubborn doctor that caused the sharks to eat them all? Well, I guess yeah she is. Overall it's great, but I'm disappointed that it wasn't explained that Achilles's weakness was on his heel, which was why he was killed when Paris shot his arrow through it. That was an important info and they didn't include it. Gah.

Two weeks and counting before I could finally travel around Europe. Yesh, my parents allowed me to go AROUND Europe! Rome, Venice, Pisa, Lucerne, Amsterdam, Paris and its Disneyland, here I come! I really loved my parents and especially my dad when he finally agreed to choose the more complete one, coz we were originally going to choose another tour package that didn't visit Rome, Venice, or Pisa because it was much cheaper. I explained that if we don't visit them now, we would have to visit it later, and we would have to pay twice as much compared to if we choose a more complete one, because if we choose the more complete one, we won't have to visit those cities again in the future and we can save more money. Does that make sense? Well I hope so, coz suddenly those economic lectures seemed to be very useful that day. And so I would have the vacation of my dream.

Current Mood: Satisfied
Current Music: Blue - Breathe Easy

Okey dokey! New layout! Don't you love it? =D Muaha. I'm very proud of myself coz I managed to download the layout and put it up in my blog all by myself! Yay! I'm HTML Master now! Whew.. last time I tried putting a layout up I ended up taking a longer time than I did just now. Seems like I'm improving in these cases. Phew, okay, that was pretty tiring! Editing the whole shiz.. I uploaded and deleted the css for thousand times before I'm finally satisfied with the result. Well, next time maybe I can even make my own layout instead of downloading it from somewhere.

Two new covens of ChatRPGs have been opened in C:tP, and I'm so joining them. The time they play fits me well, which they rarely do considering I live across the sea, so yeah. Cool coz I can play new characters, and one of them is evil! =D

Life is boring.. again. But to me, bored to death is still WAY better than going to school, so I'll just have to deal with it. I'm soo going to rent new VCDs! So many new movies must have been available in VCDs now. Anyway, blah. Everything seems like a dream lately, I don't seem to be very conscious these days that I can't differentiate between what's dreams and what's not. So I guess that's all for now.

Current Mood: Mellow
Current Music: My Immortal - Evanescence

Actually I have nothing to write about.. but well.. I decided to see what's all those stuff on my desk coz they look so damn full and they look like a mess. So I pulled them all out, swept all papers from this year's school coz it's over (yesh including my test papers, I won't need it anymore will I?) and even put down my text books to give space for the new ones. Well, haven't ordered them, but seeing the space cleared is very relieving. Seems like I have more room for good energy now. Start fresh!

I also found some old story books that consist the stories I made by myself or with my friends, and they all made me smile when I read them again. They're abandoned, but I don't know how to continue it coz it's just too old. I found a diary me and my friends used to write everyday at school on tenth grade, that we've stopped writing in now. So funny to read the feelings and thoughts that I don't have anymore.. like I'm surprised how I thought and feel when I liked someone I don't like anymore.. it's very fun to read. It's also amazing how half my life on tenth grade was filled by a big empty hole, due to the loss of someone I really loved. Now of course he's totally forgotten.. and yeah.

Weird I know, but that's how time changes everything in our life. At the same place, but in different time, two events that's contrary to each other could happen. At the same situation, but in different time, two feelings that are contrary to each other could be felt. Amazing, really. I've learned so much through the years of my life, but still there are some things I just don't get. Like for example, everytime you hold your hopes high for something, nothing happens, or even something worse happen that makes you hate it. And everytime you swear you don't want it anymore, that you'd rather live without it, it comes directly to your face, to your life, and it won't leave. I can't understand how ironic life is.. or how things work. Why do they work that way?

One thing I know for sure, we can't fight it. We can only go with the flow and try to survive.

I almost won that Blend of the Month.. well but I only got silver. =p Anywho, it turns out that we don't have enough money to go around the whole Europe, so I guess I'll just pick Paris and visit it only for now, leaving the others for later. Phew, still no snow. Tough it is. By the way I haven't said that I've been promoted yet again in FGB, huh? I'm now a Level 4! And that's pretty high already! This promotion was successful after the second attempt, which gave me the first experience of my promotion request being denied. But it's normal though coz the higher the level, it's gonna be harder to achieve it.

Just watched Miss Universe today, and I'm shocked to see the winner is Australia. I was rooting for Puerto Rico and USA, and I thought it was going to be USA when there were only the two of them remaining. But mleh.. Australia got it. For some reason I don't really like Australia (excluding Becca, Brook, Samantha, and my other friends from there though) because of such a horrifying experience when I was there and the woman representing it was not *that* beautiful either. Gah, whatever. I wonder if anyone cares though.

Tomorrow is a holiday and after that I only have one final exam left before school is officially over. Phew! It's such a tiring year, yet it passes by quite fast I must admit. I don't wanna get 17 because I'm stressed when my mom keeps asking about my sweet seventeen party (I hate being the center of attention especially in such big parties) plus I have no clue which college I'm going to choose after this. I do want to finish school ASAP, but I can't imagine having to leave all my friends now and making new ones. It's gonna suck. Bah, life is damn complicated.