New layout!! Thanks to my talented cousin Xandra and her awesome site Photokicho.

The blog theme has officially been changed to Desperate Secrets. No more Daydream Thoughts. The redirect link is also no longer http://www.daydreamthoughts.cjb.net but is now http://www.desperate-secrets.cjb.net So if any of you link me using the cjb.net from anywhere, please update it with the new one.

Why the change? Because this year I feel desperate so much, in fact I've never felt this desperate in my life. Yes, I'm gonna admit it, my life hasn't been easy this year. I'm not ashamed to tell you that. 2005 started out pretty rough.. and I had to face so many challenges this year. So many changes, big changes. I guess it's time to finally face the real world.

So why did I bother making it a theme? Well, it's not that I'm happy or proud of being desperate, but I just want to look at it from the bright side. Desperate makes us human. No one, even the strongest person, can always face everything without ever feeling like they're not going to make it. Deep down inside, all of us are desperate. Desperate to be loved. Desperate to be noticed. Desperate to be acknowledged. I mean, who doesn't want all that?

And this is also to honor one of the most beautiful portrait of human's life: Desperate Housewives.