News: I got casted as Chris in IDBT. :D Another cool thing to happen!

Anyways, talked to Bec, Samantha, and Brook today and realized I'm still a person from the outer circle. *rolls eyes* Now I kinda feel what Ellie feels.. since there's some things they don't share to me. I know those are private things, but yet they share to each other and I seem to be the only person who doesnt know. I dont know how I can never be that great and trustworthy for any friend, and why am I still willing to share everything with them although they dont consider me that close to them. I do think theyre close to me and I love them much, but apparently they dont feel the same. I dunno what else should I do to be appreciated enough. I feel like I've given all I could give. :-\ What is wrong with me? Okay, maybe I'm not that cool and I'm not born to stand out.. but I've given my best. Bah! Screw you all!