Christmas is in 2 days.. and I don't even have a Christmas Tree. =( Not that it matters though, just that the Christmas-y feeling will come when you see that tree standing there with beautiful colorful lamps all over it. From now on life gets serious.. not that the whole time before this isn't. But I'm going to college next year and my entrance test result will determine what's next because I didn't apply on another college. So yeah, I'm gonna have to make it through.. first rank.. so that I could get the scholarship. Pretty tough, huh? Aside from it, from January school's gonna be more hectic with try-outs and tests everywhere, since we're gonna have to face the final (and I mean FINAL in high school) exams soon. Things are going to get so much harder... I'm going to have to make sure none of my next final exams scores is below 5.1 or else I won't graduate.

I could just hope everything would run smooth and I can graduate from high school soon.. start college life.. and yeah. Sometimes I just wanna stop time when everything's perfect.. life ahead seems so obscure and full of challenges. We're growing up.. and it's pretty scary at some point.. no one knows the future. Time passes by so fast, it seems like only yesterday that I entered high school.. thinking it sucks big time compared to junior high, but then everything changed.

Enough about real life.. well, this MSN stuff surely is annoying, I thought a newer version would be better but then I realize I can't use the Stuff-Plug in the newest version, meaning no stealing emoticons, no oversized display picture and stuff. And so I've got to uninstall it and reinstall the older version. Meh.. weird. I hate to do this stuff, coz I'm afraid I didn't uninstall it properly, leaving the program still on the comp and filling up the space. I should really have someone clean up the comp from unused programs.. and fix this stupid modem!! Gah, I've had enough with it. Problems keep arising and I so need a new one. On an side note, I need Alias Season 2!!

Ooo see it has been a year ever since I first made this blog! Cool. And I've only been through five versions of layout. I should keep this updated more often, coz certainly I don't want to lose all the memories I have written in this blog. Final exams week here, so I pretty much don't have anything to do. This below is a quiz Kail sent to my e-mail, but I can't be bothered to reply and posted it here instead. =D LOL, sorry Kail. I should really stop updating this thing only if I want to fill quizzes like this only. Huh.

Time:
4:33 pm

Tell me something obvious about yourself:
I'm a girl

Tell me something about yourself that I don't/not many know:
I love to sing? Heh. That should come as a shock to some of ya.

Your full Name:
Not feel like exposing it here..

Birthday:
September 3rd 1987

Birth place:
Jakarta, Indonesia

Brothers and/or sisters:
Two brothers. No name exposures!

Parents:
What about them?

Tattoos or piercing:
Neither.. except those piercing on my ears

Eye Color:
Dark brown

Hair Color:
Black

Shoe size:
39 Indonesian size

Bored yet:
Tell me about it

Favorite holiday:
Christmas!!

Best friend(s):
Many, many, many.. especially in the internet. Oh no, I have more friends in the net compared to RL.

Which friend lives the furthest away:
Europe and America are both far.. so many of them.

What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money:
Ma prosperous future!

What is your most treasured possession:
My secrets, my love, my family.

What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often:
Being too shy and introvert-like.

Dream job:
Journalist! Or.. a writer. Whatever involves writing.

Where were you ten years ago:
In another house, living a live I can hardly remember.

Where do you want to be in ten years time:
Somewhere comfortable, safe, with a family of my own..

Drivers license:
None =(

Own a car:
Nope. But my father does, LoOL.

Dream car:
Anything classy =)

Been in a car accident:
Nope

How many times have you been in hospital:
Heh, a few times.

Last thing you went in to hospital for:
Weird skin problem.

Are you the jealous type:
Not really.

Longest relationship:
Hum.. have only gotten one and it's still running =p

Love someone so much you wanted to cry:
Not cry.. unless something bad happens to him of course.

Virgin:
Yeah..

Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know:
Never been kissed. Ooo.. Kail has never been kissed too! *grins* I always thought people from Europe/America gets their first kiss in around 12 LOL.

Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows:
Have no idea.

What attracts you to the opposite sex:
Ugh.. depends really on the person. Sometimes it's the good heart (which I'm supposed to be attracted to), sometimes it's the handsome face *blushes* (this is so wrong dude)

Best feeling in the world:
Being loved.

What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you:
Uhhh.... can't tell ya here. But that someone knows. =)

If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be:
Go around the world in less than 80 days.

Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on:
Heh.. no?

Name something embarrassing you did while drunk:
Never been drunk unfortunately.

When was the last time you cried:
Can't remember. Must be that night when I just felt all sentimental-ish with no reason.

When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered:
Has been that way these last few months.. but particularly around three months ago =)

Worst feeling ever:
Being forgotten/left.

What is your biggest fear:
Losing the people I love.

Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut:
Safe route.

First thing you think in the morning when you wake up:
What day is it?

What is your favorite lie to tell:
Like we should have a favorite sin? Duh.

Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again:
Ice-skating! =D

What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to:
Uhh.. someone, somewhere.. dunno. I can never say no to certain things.

If you could be anyone else, who:
Someone simply prettier? LOL. I'm pretty content with myself except about my physical features.

What's beneath your bed:
Floor? Dusty floor.

What CD's in your stereo at the moment:
My compilation CDs.

Listening to:
My puppy playing with its chains.

Favorite song:
Truly Madly Deeply!

Favorite celebrity:
None..

Favorite CD:
I love all my compilations.

Favorite film:
Lots.

Favorite TV program:
ALIAS!

With or without ice:
With.

Favorite restaurant:
McDonald? Heh, I'm not picky.

Favorite Fragrance:
Fresh ones.

Favorite Flower:
Roses. Who doesn't?

Favorite gum:
Nah, don't eat em much.

Night or Day:
Depends, really. Day most of the time.

Summer or Winter:
Winter! Gimme snow!

Chocolate or Vanilla:
Chocolate.

Cartoons or Reality TV shows:
Reality TV shows.

Winnie or Tigger:
Winnie.

Warner Brothers or Disney:
Disney.

Comedy or Horror:
Comedy! >_<

Thongs or Briefs:
Huh?

Back or front:
What's this about?

Would you ever do it somewhere in public:
Do what?

If you could 'have' any celebrity, who would it be:
CMM? Mm.. dunno. Orlando Bloom?

Did you find this quiz pointless:
Yeeesh.

Who do you think won't reply to this:
Everyone. This is not supposed to be replied to coz I posted it in my blog. =p

Who do you think will reply to this first:
No one. But you all are free to comment, yo! *pokes*

Time finished:
4:48 pm