Saturday, January 08, 2005

A boring Saturday.. why does no one ever comment in my blog? Meh, it seems like no one even read it anymore ever since the tagboard is gone.. what's the difference anyway between having tagboard and commenting system? o_O It's much neater with a commenting system. I don't care though, if no one would read or comment, let it be, I still love my 'personal site' even though no one visits. =p Wanted to go to the cinema today, but it was raining heavily. I need to rent the last two VCDs of Season 2 Alias, then I'll go searching for the Season 3 DVD somewhere in this city. Or wait until Video Ezy has it first. Whatever. I need entertainment!

Brain Lateralization Test Results
Right Brain (20%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain.
Left Brain (70%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain
Are You Right or Left Brained?
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University entrance test today.. and let's just say I'm positive I'm not going to get that scholarship cos in order to do so I must pass the test with the 1st grade position, and given the fact it was HARD, there's like no chance. I possibly will fall under the category of 3rd grade or waiting list, if not not accepted at all. o_O Seriously, it WAS hard! English was fine, if there wasn't English I would've given up and probably couldn't be bothered to finish. But Math.. well, let's just say my brain is never made to process numbers, and as you can guess, I can only find the answers of some numbers. All of the things I've learned for the past three days just went blank. I was practically sitting there, neck aching since there was no desk and I had to bend over the tiny little circles and make sure they're filled neatly, staring at the questions and went 'what the..?' I didn't understand a thing. T_T; Probably I did understand it at some point, when I was studying them, but when I was faced to the test, all I've memorized went poof. Gone. Bye bye.

The social science test wasn't any easier. I know I don't read newspaper every single day, but even if I do, I bet I wouldn't have memorized the dates of important events that happen everyday either. Dates, dates, dates everywhere! Even with a photographic memory, I didn't have a clue. Where was Cancun anyway? It turned out to be in Mexico when I searched for it today, yet I've chosen Argentina on the test. There were also several province and village names that I've never heard of, let alone knowing where they're located. Damn it, I must've underestimated it. Until the second before I opened the question book's seal, I was still feeling all calm and confident, but when I first checked the pages to see if they were complete, I literally began to panic. I don't know this number.. or that number.. or everything! Not happening.. not happening.. I couldn't do the test! =( I felt like I was going to fail right there and right then, forgetting completely that I even have the chance to enter the one and only university I enrolled to. It was only about 2 and a half hours and they had 150 questions! And 50 of them were math! And we had NO DESK, damn it. And my neck hurts. No one could've finished before time. I myself had a few blanks on Math section. Now I feel much relieved that the terror is over, but not relieved enough til I know the result (which I doubt I'd even dare to look at) that says I'm accepted. Oh God, please let me be accepted even if only in 3rd grade or waiting list. I don't care if I don't get the scholarship, as long as I still get accepted. Please please please...

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Alias: Cornelia
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Location: Indonesia
Birthdate: 03 Sept 1987
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