Friday, February 18, 2005

Okay, so someone told me my commenting system apparently isn't working, and that's the reason why no one has been commenting. Well, I don't know what to do then. Commenting system has been bothering me since the start, and I just can't imagine attempting to put up another tagboard. It just looks... messy. Blah. I'll try to find the will to do so later, or somehow magically fix Blogger's commenting system.

V-day was more like Halloween trick or treat for me for I managed to collect some chocolates and candies. Imagine that. No romantic stuff, no.. it's just one little trick we did to our friend.. if any of my school friend is reading this will you please keep your mouth shut? Thank you, I will tell that particular friend the truth soon enough, she doesn't need to hear it from someone else. So me and two of my best friends planned to send an anonymous chocolate to our friend who's in another class, and had someone delivered it for her. I even wrote a little romantic poem which was signed with 'Your Secret Admirer'. So when the chocolate was delivered, her class boomed with laughter especially after the poem was read out loud by one of the guys. Woah, I really would love to see that, unfortunately I wasn't around when that happened. So my friend looked real happy and flattered, obviously thinking it's from a real secret admirer, a guy. And me and my best friends just couldn't ruin that happy smug from her face by telling the truth, that it was actually us. And now she plans to send a chocolate back to that 'secret admirer' and she told us about that! Whoa.. apparently it's getting out of hand. But all in all, we've decided to tell her the truth when we received the chocolate from her, that she intended to send back to her 'secret admirer'. I hope she isn't too disappointed to know that actually there is no secret admirer.. I hope she didn't get her hopes high.

I myself still have a chocolate on my refrigerator, and a HUGE one. Can you believe it, it was the size of um.. a pencil case if not more. I spotted it on the table on V-day evening and wondered how big it was and who is it for. Then I went to my room, and all of a sudden my mum entered and said 'Happy Valentine!' and she gave the huge Toblerone to me! I was all shocked, especially when she also gave a very cute teddy bear along with it. Woah, woah, wait. This is MY MUM we're talking about here. My mum who thought I was still 17, not already 17, and thought I actually wasn't prepared to have a boyfriend. My mum who is FAR from romantic, melancholic, and whatever you wanna call it. All of a sudden she gave me these sweet stuffs on Valentine's day?! It's SO unlikely. I wonder why. She never did this before to me, that all I could do was stare and gape in disbelief until she went out of my room again. WHAT ON EARTH HAS GOTTEN INTO HER?! I'm rather freaking out here. I hope this isn't she feels sorry that I just broke up, because I know she doesn't feel sorry. She's been waiting for that day all her life, in fact I suspect she prays for me to break up every night.. cos frankly even though lately she seems supportive, I know she never TRULY approved the idea of me hooking up with someone.

Okay well, I'm glad she's nicer, more caring, and stuff now, let's just hope she stays that way and that miracle doesn't only happen on V-day. Meanwhile, there are some really cute guys on my class I need to look out for. Gee, why do I never realize the quality of the guys in my class is so good? Ya know, really, compared to the other two classes, it seems that my class has got the best guys around. Of course they're not the popular ones, but that's what I prefer. I don't like popular guys, they grow up too fast. Hm.. wish one of them would wanna go to the Prom with me.. it's just months away and I'm still dateless. Ya know, the only I think I ever want from high school aside from graduating with good grades is simply having a beautiful, perfect Prom. It's one in a lifetime thing, ya know! Can't sue a girl for dreaming something romantic for that night. I don't need a prince charming or anything, just a good guy that would ask me out so we could go together, as friends. I don't know why, but it just seems more fun to come with someone, you know? Knowing that someone out there want to go out with me, knowing that I'm not that unpopular, uninteresting, and such. That's all I'm asking, I'm not asking them to like me in a romantic way. Just.. like me enough that they would ask me out! That would be enough. But oh well, now I'm dateless again, and we'll just hope that night would still be a night to remember.

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