What happened to Blogspot when I'm away? I couldn't make my entries justified! :'( Now I have to take my purdy avatar I put in each entry so that it doesn't look too weird. :(
By the way, I'm now a staff at Photokicho as well. ^^ Thx to my cousin for offering the job! You all should go there and see the new stuffs we've added. I've advertised this site like everywhere, in my LJ, my message boards, and everything. Hope the site gets big and crowded. ^^
I haven't updated in ages, I know. Blame LJ where I update more cos people comment more. XD I've just been from vacation to Malaysia. It's only 5 days, and I got tons of Alias books I couldn't find anywhere here. The day after tomorrow is the first orientation day for uni. At this point I'm absolutely nervous and stressed. I don't know why, but I feel like I'm not ready to attend uni this fast. I wish I could go back to high school, really! I've been to the uni several times and every time I go I feel more and more intimidated by its world. I'm really really not ready to do this. HELP!! Sometimes I even have this crazy thought of doing something impulsive and tell my parents I don't want to go to uni at all. Maybe I could go straight to work or something. Take a risk. Yes, it's gone that far. I really wish I could do that. I DON'T WANNA GO! I'm scared.
And besides, I'm not sure I picked the right major anyway. But what else can I do? They don't have Creative Writing like in other countries. The choices are limited. And I had to pick the closest which is Journalism. Although I don't exactly wanna be a journalist. My career choice are as follows; translator, novelist, or script-writer. But do they have those here? Of course not. All the more reason to just not go and start working immediately. Who knows? If I can sell best seller novels, I don't need school. I could already get money. Translating job I could do now too. Lots of publishers need translators. The job is easy to do without having to study more. I could already make money that way too. That's all we need, right? We study in school so that later we could make money. But if we can make money NOW, so what exactly is the point of even going to uni again? I've finished school, damn it. Why must I study again?
Goodness, I've lost my mind.
By the way, I'm now a staff at Photokicho as well. ^^ Thx to my cousin for offering the job! You all should go there and see the new stuffs we've added. I've advertised this site like everywhere, in my LJ, my message boards, and everything. Hope the site gets big and crowded. ^^
I haven't updated in ages, I know. Blame LJ where I update more cos people comment more. XD I've just been from vacation to Malaysia. It's only 5 days, and I got tons of Alias books I couldn't find anywhere here. The day after tomorrow is the first orientation day for uni. At this point I'm absolutely nervous and stressed. I don't know why, but I feel like I'm not ready to attend uni this fast. I wish I could go back to high school, really! I've been to the uni several times and every time I go I feel more and more intimidated by its world. I'm really really not ready to do this. HELP!! Sometimes I even have this crazy thought of doing something impulsive and tell my parents I don't want to go to uni at all. Maybe I could go straight to work or something. Take a risk. Yes, it's gone that far. I really wish I could do that. I DON'T WANNA GO! I'm scared.
And besides, I'm not sure I picked the right major anyway. But what else can I do? They don't have Creative Writing like in other countries. The choices are limited. And I had to pick the closest which is Journalism. Although I don't exactly wanna be a journalist. My career choice are as follows; translator, novelist, or script-writer. But do they have those here? Of course not. All the more reason to just not go and start working immediately. Who knows? If I can sell best seller novels, I don't need school. I could already get money. Translating job I could do now too. Lots of publishers need translators. The job is easy to do without having to study more. I could already make money that way too. That's all we need, right? We study in school so that later we could make money. But if we can make money NOW, so what exactly is the point of even going to uni again? I've finished school, damn it. Why must I study again?
Goodness, I've lost my mind.
1 Comments:
hey!! hmm.. they dun have creativ writing?? u shud move here!!! hehehe.. and we'll suffer together.. :P anyway.. i think ull do good as translator or a script-writer.. ^^ and thanx for joining PHOTOKICHO!! hehehe and thx for promoting too.. :)
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