I got ACCEPTED!! FIRST GRADE!! Can you believe it? Well, I can't. I mean, I was practically sure I'm gonna be in the waiting list or not accepted at all, considering how bad I did the Math test last Saturday. Guess the English DID save me, because I was pretty sure I got most of them right. But still! I could only do 1/3 part of the whole test and I'm on first grade? o_O; Dude, not to underestimate the uni, but it seems like everyone that enrolled got accepted. A bunch of girls in my class started yelling around that the result was out today, and all of them began checking the site to find out whether they're accepted or not. I was partly too scared to check for mine, and partly curious as well cos one by one they began to yell in excitement, saying that they're accepted. And I began to think, "How embarassing it would be if all these girls are accepted and I'm not.." It was a crazy thought, just like several friends had mentioned already, since I'm first rank student on the class, but STILL! The possibility existed. Nothing is impossible.

And then, there's the fact I didn't remember my form number either, so that I can't check my status. But the suspicion almost killed me, so finally I found a way to get the numbers, and one of my friends immediately took it to whoever had been checking everyone's acceptance status before I could protest. And so.. I was walking back and forth with a worried expression, waiting sure did torture. When I passed the girl who's checking for me, she had these wrinkles on her forehead, that I instantly thought, "Oh no. She's shocked because I'm not accepted." I turned away, determined to walk away before she actually told me the bad news, when suddenly she yelled, "You passed, first grade!" And I was flabbergasted, hand over my mouth, still not believing it. Everyone began to congratulate me, and I could never feel more relieved than that in my whole life. It's such a miracle that I could get first grade, which means the scholarship! Thank God. My prayers are answered.

So.. now that I've found my next education, I could finish high school in peace. I just need to make sure I pass all the final exams by making sure nothing is below 5.0. University ahead! Oh YAY!

A boring Saturday.. why does no one ever comment in my blog? Meh, it seems like no one even read it anymore ever since the tagboard is gone.. what's the difference anyway between having tagboard and commenting system? o_O It's much neater with a commenting system. I don't care though, if no one would read or comment, let it be, I still love my 'personal site' even though no one visits. =p Wanted to go to the cinema today, but it was raining heavily. I need to rent the last two VCDs of Season 2 Alias, then I'll go searching for the Season 3 DVD somewhere in this city. Or wait until Video Ezy has it first. Whatever. I need entertainment!

Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain (20%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (70%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain

Are You Right or Left Brained?
personality tests by similarminds.com

University entrance test today.. and let's just say I'm positive I'm not going to get that scholarship cos in order to do so I must pass the test with the 1st grade position, and given the fact it was HARD, there's like no chance. I possibly will fall under the category of 3rd grade or waiting list, if not not accepted at all. o_O Seriously, it WAS hard! English was fine, if there wasn't English I would've given up and probably couldn't be bothered to finish. But Math.. well, let's just say my brain is never made to process numbers, and as you can guess, I can only find the answers of some numbers. All of the things I've learned for the past three days just went blank. I was practically sitting there, neck aching since there was no desk and I had to bend over the tiny little circles and make sure they're filled neatly, staring at the questions and went 'what the..?' I didn't understand a thing. T_T; Probably I did understand it at some point, when I was studying them, but when I was faced to the test, all I've memorized went poof. Gone. Bye bye.

The social science test wasn't any easier. I know I don't read newspaper every single day, but even if I do, I bet I wouldn't have memorized the dates of important events that happen everyday either. Dates, dates, dates everywhere! Even with a photographic memory, I didn't have a clue. Where was Cancun anyway? It turned out to be in Mexico when I searched for it today, yet I've chosen Argentina on the test. There were also several province and village names that I've never heard of, let alone knowing where they're located. Damn it, I must've underestimated it. Until the second before I opened the question book's seal, I was still feeling all calm and confident, but when I first checked the pages to see if they were complete, I literally began to panic. I don't know this number.. or that number.. or everything! Not happening.. not happening.. I couldn't do the test! =( I felt like I was going to fail right there and right then, forgetting completely that I even have the chance to enter the one and only university I enrolled to. It was only about 2 and a half hours and they had 150 questions! And 50 of them were math! And we had NO DESK, damn it. And my neck hurts. No one could've finished before time. I myself had a few blanks on Math section. Now I feel much relieved that the terror is over, but not relieved enough til I know the result (which I doubt I'd even dare to look at) that says I'm accepted. Oh God, please let me be accepted even if only in 3rd grade or waiting list. I don't care if I don't get the scholarship, as long as I still get accepted. Please please please...

One more day before school starts.. and I'm already having a headache. I hope January pass by soon! This has been a pretty tense month.. in fact I think the year 2005 itself will be quite tense. School trip would be on this month too.. I do hope this time it's going to be good, cause the last two times I went to a school trip, it sucked. The first one because of physical reasons (I was sick) and the second was emotional reasons which I'd rather not talk about here.

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson

"Fall, with you I fall so fast I can hardly catch my breath I hope it lasts" In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

Pretty true, huh? I sure hope it lasts. *nods*

Can't think of anything to write about now, except I'm feeling a headache coming and I must start focusing and studying for upcoming entrance test in the one and only university I applied to. Wish me luck, people, it's about five days to go.