Whee yet ANOTHER Gold Award! This is the third! I never expected I'd get it for my Y Tu Mummy Tambien Blend. I wasn't very content about that one. Just watched Witchstock today, and I must say that Season 6 has got a bit too much time travel episodes. Like Phoebe said, it gives you headache when you try to think about the whole past/future thing. Well anyway, I know I'm weird but I feel somehow connected to Chris, and everytime I see him I think... I'm in love with him. o_O This is probably the effect of seeing Ryan and Jason's avatars in C:tP, which are both Chris. And since I feel 'something' for them, and always picture them like in their avatars, now I feel 'something' with Chris too. *raises eyebrow* Despite that, Chris is still unbelievably cool. The way he acts, the way he looks.. damn, I'm melting here. Wanna touch him everytime I see him! He's just got this very cool aura that makes me feel really peaceful everytime I see him. I think I'm gonna fall unconscious if I actually have a chance to meet him in person. Ooh.. melting again. I looooove him!

Later: Uploaded the previous Gold award for ya'll to see. =D



This one is for my "The Courtship of Wyatt's Father" Blend. I really need a site to put up all my blends and awards so you all who aren't in C:tP can look. But I'm not good with HTML stuffs. =( Or just too lazy to learn and make a site. I made my first ever layout for Becca's blog, let's see if she has put it up. I think the url is http://www.brokentrust.net/blog/ Yay! She has put it up! Copy and paste that URL people to see my first ever layout. =p

Just watched Something's Gotta Give... well, interesting movie indeed. On the other hand, all love-themed movies have the same plot: they meet, they fall in love, something bad happens and it looks like they're going to break up, then finally they're back together again. Is someone up to making something more creative than that? Everytime it's always like that. They've got to the climax of the perfect relationship, then it went to anti-climax when one of them feel betrayed and there goes the 'runaway' and 'I can explain' thingy. It's always the same. I wonder if there's a love-themed movie that can expose something different? It'd be great. This is going so monotone. I still cried nonetheless. I hate how I can be so emotional over these actually-boring movies. Yeah well, can't blame a girl for crying when she sees someone else cries. Oh btw, Keanu Reeves was so hot. Since he didn't get anyone in the end, it's pretty satisfactioning.

Call me crazy but even in FGB I can't find a great guy. See, not even in the internet. Off with Ryan, off with Jason, they all only seem great at the first time. Then they just don't think I'm good enough. Maybe I AM not good enough, even for such a long-distant-weird-in character-relationship. Whatever. This means only someone really great deserves me. Yeah, they're all stupid... and there goes the beginning of my rant again. Oooh life.. I dunno how to live when Monday comes. I HATE SCHOOL WITH ALL MY LIFE!

Okay, geez, looking back to my past entries.. I sound scary. o_O What's with the whole cursing and swearing? I've never had such a big effect from PMS before. =( I could really see you all staring at my entries, asking is it the real me or has someone hacked my account and rant? How could 'Cornelia' you know be like that? Cursing, swearing, and who knows what else I said back then. Oh I know.. this is getting scary. Must not write anything next time I'm having PMS. =(

Btw, just watched American Idol again. So far it's only 9 finalists left, so let me tell you which ones I like and which ones I don't.

Those I like...

-Jasmine Trias. She's the one I like the most, and I hope she could be the American Idol. Love her since before she was in top 12. Her voice is great, she's beautiful, and everything's perfect.
-La Toya London. Her voice is just super, and I was surprised that she was once in the bottom three. What were they thinking? I wish I could vote for them too.
-Fantasia Barrino. Okay, so I don't like her physical feature so much but with a voice that great, she deserves to be an American Idol.

Those I neither like nor hate..

-George Huff. Sometimes he's fun, but in my opinion not enough to be an American Idol.
-Diana DeGarmo. Great voice, quite pretty, but just average for me. Dunno, but she's just not on the top.
-Camile Velasco. Voice average for me, quite pretty as well but then again.. she's just okay. Nothing wow-ish.

Those I wish are in the bottom three...

-John Stevens. I don't understand why he's so loved, his voice is weird and not that great, and his face.. ooh, I'm sorry but for an American Idol it's awful.
-Jon Peter Lewis. Looks okay, voice not that great. He just doesn't match the 'star' image to me.
-Jennifer Hudson. Look! It's three Js in my bottom three. I must admit that her voice is great, but look.. not really appealing. Not at all..

So that's my judgement! Hoping to see more soon from this show. Thank God I've got Cable TV coz it's almost as new as the one aired in US. The thing is the votes are not available only in Asia, which sucks. What's with the world and the discrimination over Asia?

The only reason I can't donate to C:tP and be a contributor is simply because
1) I don't have a credit card
2) Indonesia isn't listed in PayPal

Sometimes living in my country could really be torturing and discriminating. Yesh, it does suck sometimes. Oh-oh. Now I'm beginning to rant again. Must stop right now.

Uh-huh.. dropping into Honorable Mention again. Real life sucks alot, the only thing fuckin' idiot school doing is making people depressed. All problems in my life come from school, and I spend more than half my time in a day in that hell. Can you believe it? I truly believe if it isn't because of school, I'd be happier in my life. Sometimes real life friends can be really annoying and sometimes I think it's not worth it... I don't know why online friends seem to understand me alot better and I can never hate them in any way. They can't hurt you and they understand all. They mind your own business and they don't mock you when you complain. I want my online friends and I want to live online only. This 'unreal' world, somehow seems more promising to me.

My first ever Silver Award. =p I don't really like silver though, it seems like my skin is allergic to silver thingies. =D Anyway, I haven't blogged much coz I dunno what to say.. have more holidays ahead and I've rented some movies but they all are due today so it's practically useless.

Oooh Brook forgot how to spell my name. =\ I hope Bec's package of OTH discs arrive here safely, I'm so worried and paranoid. Watched my first OTH ep yesterday but stupid magazine gave me the wrong time so I missed half part of it. I'm officially obsessed of OTH and BJL now, she's so cool! I even have her as my LJ pic and my banner in C:tP. Wanna know who's her? Watch Bring it On Again and see the cheerleading co-captain. That's her! And OTH is One Tree Hill, a cool TV Series that's aired on Saturday 4.30 PM, and it doesn't finish when Cosmic starts so yeah.. a small disaster. We played two eps of Cosmic though yesterday so next week I can watch it freely. I couldn't concentrate watching and playing yesterday, and the pic is very bad in my room TV. But that ep will be in one of Bec's discs though. Anyway, what if someone as obsessed as me stole the package of discs? =( I cannot stop thinking about it, please let it arrive here safely!

Wee-hee! My second Gold award!! I really need to start thinking about making a site to keep and list all these awards. But where? I'm too lazy to make a site, but I want my awards listed. Bah.. I guess I'll just have to be satisfied with listing them here. Anyway, wanna know why I only add boring entries here? Well, because I've got all detailed (and full of swearing and cursing too *blushes*) entries in my LJ. =D Those are private entries so I'm sorry if not all of you can read them, but those who can, be happy. =p

Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla

Tee-hee.. Gold heart. Well, I wasn't cheating on the quiz ya know. Btw since I forgot to put the link to one quiz and everyone's complaining, there I've got the link again so you people can steal it. =p Mleh got 4 days of holidays but dunno what to do. Guess I'll enjoy my GMA temping for Group 2. Mission 6 is sooo interesting although I had to read a bunch of threads in the Ancient Scrolls just to make sure I understand fully how it works.

Another Bronze-y. I wonder when will I get bored, oh well. I was so complacent when I sent in that Oh My Goddess banner, and hoping for another gold but more talented people found the site and submitted their entries too =( A new blend challenge site has been opened and I'm planning to enter it too since it's still new. Without challenges I would never be diligent enough to make new graphics and update my deserted Gallery in C:tP. =p Yay I have many blends to make now that Bewitching Blend is back! I really need to improve again on my graphics, has been quite long since I last improved, but I wonder how??

You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what that can always mean, because it can be defined in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were the spirits of passed away people who are neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing when you expect it least. So hence, if you have a Lost Soul, then you are probably very insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box, you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont know your place. You seemingly dont have a place in society or an interest. You are a very capricious person, and are confused and frustrated about where you belong. You crave for the sense and feeling of home-but have not obtained it yet.

Stole this from Lizzie's LJ... :$

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Cornelia (some people know that's not true =p)
-- Birthdate: September 3, 1987
-- Birthplace: Jakarta, Indonesia
-- Current Location: Jakarta, Indonesia
-- Eye Color: Very dark brown
-- Hair Color: Black
-- Height: 171 cm
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Chinese?
-- Your weakness: The crowd!
-- Your fears: Losing someone, the dark, being alone
--Your perfect pizza: cheese or pepperoni
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Being a famous writer

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase: I'm bored.
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Mm.. a new day. What day is it?
-- Your best physical feature: My height?
-- Your bedtime: Never before 10
-- Your most missed memory: My childhood, maybe.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: don't care
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don't drink tea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: Never and not planning to
-- Cuss: Sometimes
-- Sing: When no one's near
-- Shower every day: Yeah
-- Have a crush(es): Yeah
-- Do you think you've been in love: No clue
-- Want to go to college: I guess
-- Like high school: Not really
-- Want to get married: Yes
-- Believe in yourself: Sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: Huh?
-- Think you're attractive: Not really, if yes I wouldn't be single.
-- Think you're a health freak: Not at all
-- Get along with your parents: Yeah
-- Like thunderstorms: Not really
-- Play an instrument: Used to

LAYER SIX:
In the past month . . .
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoked: No
-- Had sex: No
-- Gone to the mall: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: No
-- Shoplifted: Never
-- Been on stage: In my school play
-- Been dumped: Hell no
-- Gone skating: I wish
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Will not

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 20
-- Numbers and Names of Children: Two or three, dunno the names
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Romantic one. Probably in the garden or some sort.
-- Where you want to go to college: Have no idea
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Writer

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl . . .
-- Best eye colour: Brown
-- Short or long hair: Long
-- Height: A bit shorter than me
-- Best weight: Slim enough
-- Best articles of clothing: Whatever comfortable
-- Best first date location: Dunno
-- Best first kiss location: Somewhere open

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: A few
-- Number of CDs that I own: Ten or so
-- Number of tattoos: None
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Not counting
-- Number of scars on my body: Who's gonna count?
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: A few

Blame those people out there who have thousands of tempting quizzes. =p LMAO, actually John's LJ (Hidden Evil in C:tP?) has thousands of these. I managed to peek inside and can't resist to take some. =p

If you could go anywhere in the world where to? Paris! Or anywhere in Europe.
What would you do with 100 dollars? Hm.. 100 x 8000 that means 800.000 in Rupiahs guess I would just spend it to buy my fave books.
If you could meet any famous person who? Holly Marie Combs, I guess.
If you could marry anyone in the world who? Hm.. either Orlando Bloom or Drew Fuller. Must make a decision later!
What means the most to you? (person, animal, plant, action) My computer, my friends and family
Do you read often? Yeah, I read like all the time. I always have a book to read coz I keep buying them.
Do you like your life? Not really, but while it lasts, let's enjoy it.
If not why don’t you change it? Some things are just beyond my control to change.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Finishing school! And probably still in university, but probably has already got a job.
If you could live in any country where? Obviously California, San Francisco. Very friendly and artistic city.
Do you consider yourself submissive or dominate? I'm not very submissive or dominate, I can be either way in different circumstances.
What has been the biggest change in your life? Finding C:tP
If you died right now, what would you wish you had done? Being someone in an important position in the board? Gah, I'm obsessed.
Do you want children? If so how many? Yeah, but two is enough I guess.
What would you name those children? I dunno.
Where are you from? Jakarta, Indonesia.
Where do you wish you were from? Somewhere in America. Okay, particularly SF.
Would you sacrifice yourself for someone you love? As long as it's a possible sacrifice. At least not my life. Yet.
Do you own a sex toy? Euw.
How would you kill yourself if you had to? Death injection? Something that's not really painful.
Do you have a safety word? Huh?
Do you know what a safety word is for? Huh??
Who do you lie to the most? My friends? Uh.. or my parents. *forgive me*
Ever seriously considered having sex for money? Never.
Some one ever spread a rumor about you being slutty? Nope.
Would you sell a kidney on the black market to keep from getting your dvd collection taken away by the IRS? Yeah. Guess I love my DVDs too much, but if there's any other sane way to avoid it I'll surely choose it.
Have you ever worn a thong? Mm...nope?
Ever tried cross dressing? If so did you like it? Wha..? I'm lost.
Would you do nude modeling for upwards of $500,000 per picture? Mm.. nope.
Would you ever go on a reality tv show? If so which one? One that looks like Bachelorette? Oh and when I'm only that desperate. Maybe if not I'll choose something like Amazing Race. Go around the world, yo!
What is your life's ambition? Get a good life with enough money.
Your greatest talent (self proclaimed)? Writing! Or at least, imagining. Daydreaming. Whatever.
Who are you most likely to stalk (famous or not)? I never stalk anyone. Wasting time, no?
Do you play a musical instrument? Used to be a great piano player, but mleh. Stopped the lesson and forget everything. Pretty stupid.
Ever tried online dating? Not in purpose.
Ever Cybered? Did you enjoy it? Not sure what that means.
Would you marry someone to give them a green card? What? That's an insane reason.
Do you consider premarital sex evil? Call me holy but yesh.

I added a commenting system to my blog so you guys can now comment in each entry and no more complains about the tagboard not working! =p Thanks to Ireth for the link. Anyway, I didn't find any quiz for today, so guess I'll just randomly rant. I can't wait til LCDLM announces the cast for Phoebe and Pyper, both haven't been cast (thank God coz I'm not in yet) and hopefully I can get either of them. Although this RPG is considered 'high-leveled' even before I see the cast. The people who managed to join are those who frequents every other RPGs, and it's gonna be a tough competition if I'm trying to get in.

Mom just got back from SF and it seems that my brother there is having a hard time, sometimes I really want to kick myself for complaining much about small problems when someone I love is experiencing more troubles, bigger problems than me in his life. I often hear that what people could do the easiest is to choose, but in fact I think choosing something is a very hard thing to do, especially if it affects your future and your whole life. I'm starting to get scared about my future, and I really wanna start a good career from now. I know I have talent to write, yet I don't have that much motivation to send my writings to be published or what. Maybe it's because I've sent many before and they got refused, but people should never give up right? So I guess I'll force myself to keep trying.

I wonder why many kids out there don't go to school when they can, though, it seems odd for me when I read Bec and Libby's LJ. Seems like most people are having more trouble than me, and I'm wondering what's happening with them. I'll obviously do the best I can to support them and yeah.. sometimes I just can't thank God for having such a good life. My life is very normal, and I'm not poor, and I can have many entertainments I'd like to have, and yet I'm still fuckin depressed. I still can't stop cursing my life. What's wrong with me, huh? Must stop this now. Must start saying thank you that I can still live in a big house with enough money.

Another Bronze Award from Blending Magic. Apparently Furor, the famous graphic maker from C:tP had entered the challenges too, thus giving me less opportunity to get Gold from this site. =p Bewitching Blends which has less entries is currently down, too bad. Guess I must be satisfied with Bronze in a while now. Anyway, I need more challenges if I'm going to update my Gallery. *pokes people to make Charmed Blend Challenges site*

ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

Mm-hm. Although if I'm frustrated, I could've got that other result that said 'Frozen Queen' or some sort that never wanted love anymore because I'm afraid to get hurt. Actually I'm starting to turn like that.

-F i r s t t h i n g i n y o u r m i n d-
Mornings: School days: Damn it! I still wanna sleep! Holidays: What day is this? Ahh... holiday. Sleep again.
Lunch: Let's eeeaaattt!
Afternoons: I'm bored.
Evenings: What will happen tomorrow? Do I need to worry about something?
Mall: Cinema!
Movie: I need to watch Love Actually again!
Arcade: Don't care.
Restos: Mm.. Japanese?
Carparks: Who cares?
Music: Pop, slow, jazz
Cars: McLaren Mercedes
Chocolate: Silver Queen Black!
Beer: mm.. never.
Cream Puffs: Puff the magic dragon?
Blue: Everyone's fave color.
Green: MY fave color!
Yellow: Euw.
Orange: Oranges
Hate: School

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

---Which do you Prefer---
1.WHITE OR RED ROSES? Red
2.ORIGINAL OR COPY? original
3.FAME, FORTUNE OR BOTH? Fortune
4.RICKY MARTIN OR WILLIAM HUNG? Go William!
5.INCUBUS CONCERT OR KEITH MARTIN CONCERT? Neither
6.CSI OR CSI MIAMI? Dunno
7.MULLET, MOHAWK, OR DREADLOCKS? What the..?
8.LIFE OR DEATH? Death that ends up in heaven!
9.RING(JAPANESE VER) OR THE RING(AMERICAN VER)? Go away!
10.MUDSLIDE OR BAILEYS? Huh?

----Question & Answer----
1.If you were the very last person on earth, what would be the last thing you do before you die? Pray
2.If you could kill someone with no problems at all, who would it be? Stupid people
3.Do you agree with Same-Sex Marriage? Not really
4.How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had: None. Nada. Zip. Zero. Zilch!
5.If you were in a party at Europe and someone with the same sex kissed you on the lips, what would you do? Stare blankly at her
6.If you could turn back time, What year would you turn the time back to? I won't.
7.If you could change your age, what age would you change yourself into? 20

----About secrets----

1.Do you have a crush? Yeah. *yawns*
2.Is he/she in your friends list? Yeah. *yawns wider*
3.how long has he/she been your crush? Barely a year
4.what is first letter of his/her name? ...
5.Name a song that you want to personally sing? The Trouble With Love Is - Kelly Clarkson
6.In your whole life, Have you ever puffed the magic dragon? Nope
7.When was the last time you got drunk? Never..

Yeah well, lately all I could write here is quizzes and quizzes.. hope you guys can still enjoy it though. =p

Are you in love right now? No
Do you prefer fast dancing or slow dancing? Slow dancing
Do you smoke? No
If you could remain a certain age forever, what would it be? 20
Do you have stuffed animals in your room? On my bed and bookshelf.
Can you curl your tongue? No
Favourite flowers? Roses
Favourite actors & actresses? Orlando Bloom/Drew Fuller and Keira Knightley
Do you still watch cartoons? Sometimes
What's your favourite holiday? Christmas
Do you like Jim Carey? Yeah
What toothpaste do you use? Close Up
3 words that describe you are: Depressed. Frustrated. Stressed.
Favourite boy's name: Jason
Favourite girl's name: Prue
Do you want to live forever? I will live forever in heaven so..
Do you sing in the shower? No
Do you go skiing or snowboarding?If there's snow...
Favourite Sport(s)? Bowling, swimming, tennis
Are you an athlete? Not really
What are the two most important things in your life right now? C:tP and Charmed
Can you whistle? No
Are you a shop-a-holic? The contrary
If I asked you to hum a song right now, what song immediately pops into your head? Last Christmas - Wham
Do you keep a diary? If so for how long? I keep my blog and LJ forever, and my diary at home that's rarely filled.
Do you ever worry that someone will read what you wrote in it? In this blog no.. in my LJ private entries and diary at home yesh.
Do you say the word "eh" a lot in real life? Not that I know of.
What colour eyes would you like to have? Brown
What features do you notice about a person first? Eyes
What song could you NEVER get sick of? Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply
If you were invisible for one day, what would you do? Stalk people
Do you believe in aliens? I guess
Where would you like to travel someday? Europe
Do you know all the words to the National Anthem? My country's National Anthem yesh
Could you get sick of chocolate? Never!
On Hallowe'en, what do you dress up as usually? I never do
Are you a night person? I suppose
Do you get up early? Not if I dont have to
Do you laugh or giggle? Laugh
Are you tall or short? Tall
Would you ever want to be taller? No! Enough is enough!
Do you drink tea or coffee? Coffee, but better neither.
Do you drink Coke or Pepsi? Coke
Are you scared of the camera? Nope
Do you make fun of people? Rarely
Whats your fave food? French Fries
Do you fall asleep watching T.V.? No
Do you talk on the phone a lot? No
Do you chat a lot online? Always
If you could offer the world some advice, what would it be? Stop being selfish, will you?
Are you afraid of the dark? Yesh
How old were you when you got your first job? Haven't got one
Ever have something stolen from you? Money, things, a lot
What radio station do you listen to? Whatever has good music at the time
If you could be anyone in the world, who would you be and why? Someone who lives in a country that has snow inside a big comfortable house and comfortable life. 24 hours internet connections.
Do you go to church? Yes
If someone paid you £1000 to eat live worms, would you? No thanks
Do you wear nailpolish? No
Will you go to University or College? Are they different?
What did you study? Fifteen different subjects?
What subject is challenging for you? Accounting
Have you ever gotten a mark lower than 80%? A lot
Would you prefer working with children or working at a computer terminal? Computer terminal
Have you taken any dancing lessons? Yes, long time ago
Been skydiving, bungee jumping or skinny dipping? No
Favourite amusement park ride: Ferris Wheel
Are your fingers sore from typing up all these questions? No, you typed them up, not me.
Do you like the Backstreet Boys and N Sync? No
Do you like Britney Spears' songs? Sometimes
What's your favourite types of food? Italian
What do you think of Marilyn Manson? Not really a favorite
What song do you think is eternal? All By Myself
Do you own a mobile phone or a pager? Mobile phone
What is your definition of the word "old"? Grumpy, weak, annoying
Do you like black socks or white socks? white
What do you think about the Teletubbies? Euw
What shows did you watch when you were little? Cartoons mostly
Do you remember Rainbow Brite? Never heard of it
Where were you born? Indonesia
Do you like snakes? Hate 'em
What about lizards? Yikes
Have you gone wild in the Pokemon craze? Never
Ever dyed your hair? Never
Are you a feminist? Not really
Do you like the Spicegirls? Used to
Short skirts or long skirts? Long
What's your most embarrassing moment? Too many to find just one
What's the latest you've ever stayed up at night? 2 am
Do you like figs? Dont even know 'em
Do you filter your water? Yesh
What makes the world go round? Some stupid science thingy
When was the last time you cried? Last night
Care to elaborate? No
What would you do if you won the national lottery? Go around the world
If you could meet anyone in the world, who would it be? Drew Fuller
Do you have any obsessions? C:tP
Would you ever dye your hair purple, blue, pink or some other "funky" colour? Nope
What are you afraid of? Being lonely
Have you ever had your heart broken? Twice
Over the years, how do you think you changed? My positions in C:tP?
Are you a good girl or a bad girl? Can be both
Do you believe in love at first sight? I dont know
Have you ever had a crush on more than one guy at the same time? Yesh lately
What perfume do you like? Anything smells good
What do you find frustrating? Unsolved problems
Any claims to fame? Huh?
What's your ethnic background? Doesnt care enough to know
What couldnt you live without? My computer and Charmed
Ok do you want me to quit with the questions now? Indeed