Stole this from Samantha =p

-f a v o r i t e s-
TV SHOW: Charmed
CONDITIONER: Well, I use Head and Shoulders for my shampoo.. do they have conditioners inside?
BOOK: Chicklit & Teenlit
MAGAZINE: Local ones.. sometimes TVHits
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: don't drink alcohols..
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND?: Internet, Cosmic, Light (ChatRPGs, duh)
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Mm.. anyone with a great song.

-h a v e y o u-
BROKEN THE LAW: If "Piracy is a Crime!" then yesh
RUN AWAY FROM HOME: Nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Nope
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: I'm too good to even know what that means
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Hm.. not that I can remember
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Nope
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE?: Lotsa!
FALLEN ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: No
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Nope
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: I guess

-l o v e-
BOYFRIEND: Sadly, frustratingly, unfortunately No
GIRLFRIEND: Hell no
KISSED THE SAME SEX: Euw
CHILDREN: too soon to think about them
CURRENT CRUSH: Someone who knows who he is
BEEN IN LOVE?: Guess so
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Hell yeah. Once. And now goes to second time.
BEEN HURT?: Twice.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: I keep getting hurt?

-r a n d o m-
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: No
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: My Compilation CD
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Green
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Managers of the RPGs in C:tP whenever I get a role? =p
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Another compilation
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: I have a bunch of RL good friends, Net: Bec & Brook (This B&B couple has been around my blog much, hasn't they?)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: Watch movies, internet, music

-w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t-
TIME YOU CRIED?: Watching American Idol. With no obvious reason.
GIG YOU WENT TO?: ...
GOT A REAL LETTER?: Ages ago
GOT AN EMAIL?: I got spams everyday
THING YOU PURCHASED?: My compilation CD
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED?: Charmed
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER?: Peter Pan!!

-y o u r t h o u g h t s o n-
TEENAGE SMOKING: Kill yourself
SPICE GIRLS: Okay they were cool once.. but not anymore (do they even still exist?)

Sleep with or without clothes on?
With. I'm not a kind of person who can sleep naked.

Prefer black or blue pens?
Black. Seems.. more elegant?

Dress up on Halloween?
Never, and not planning to do so.

Like someone?
Trying to get rid of that feeling.

Do they know?
'They'? Well, 'he' knows.

Sleep on your side?
Meaning? Well, I don't really care about my sleeping position.

Think you're attractive?
Based on how I'm still single, I guess not.

Want to marry?
Yeah. What girl doesn't?

Who?
Orlando Bloom? Nah.. someone will kick me for this answer.

Alaska or Hawaii?
Mm.. tough choice.. but Alaska. Somehow I like snow better than beaches and hula dancers.

Are you a good student?
Potential, but I have no intentions of being a good one anymore.

Are you currently in a relationship?
What... broken heart relationship?

Are you involved in sports?
Yeah.. internet sport. 12 hours a day.

Birthplace?
Jakarta, Indonesia.

Christmas or Halloween?
Definitely Christmas.

Color or black-and-white photo?
Color.

Do long distance relationships work?
Yes if both trust each other and not stupid enough to flirt with someone else.

Do you believe in astrology?
When I'm desperate in my life. Meaning, just for fun.

Do you believe in God?
Absolutely.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Sometimes. Although that rarely happens. Never experienced it.

Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
I am the silence in a party.

Do you drink?
Water? Yes. No alcoholic ones.

Do you have a car?
When I can't even drive?

Do you have a job?
Yes, in my internet?

Do you make fun of people?
I'm rarely that cruel.. but if I really hate him/her.. it won't be good.

Do you think dreams eventually come true?
Nope, but is still possible.

Fave thing to do?
Isn't it obvious? Sitting here for hours.

Fave breakfast food?
Never eat breakfast.

Fave Candy?
Nothing.. I just love Chocolates!

Fave Vacation spot?
San Francisco! Or LA will do.

Favorite body part of the opposite and same sex?
Their eyes? Sorry if I'm not horny. =p

Favorite cartoon?
Disney ones.

Go to the movies or rent?
Both. Preferably movies.

Have you ever moved?
Twice from the other side of the city.

How's the weather right now?
Silent? I want rain.

Hug or kiss?
Hug. Not someone who can kiss that easy.

Last time you showered?
This morning.

Loud or soft music?
Soft.

McDonalds or Burger King?
McDonalds.

More romantic; baths or showers?
Bath, obviously. How can showers be romantic?

Night or day?
Holidays: Day, School days: Night

Number of Pillows?
One.

Piano or guitar?
Both! But I'd like to learn guitar.

Single or taken?
Frustratingly, unfortunately single.

Snow or water?
Snow!!! Gimme snow!

What are you doing tomorrow?
The boring school and exams.

What clothes are you wearing?
What do you think?

What do you drink?
Everything but tea and alcohols.

What makes you vomit?
Things that normally make people vomit.

What's on your computer screen?
This and C:tP's page.

What's right next to you?
My bed?

What's your bedtime?
11.00 PM if not later.

What's your best physical feature?
Didn't find any. Can someone tell me?

What's your name backwards?
Do your own ABC.

Who do you talk to the most online?
Bec and Brook.

Your ideal Middle-Earth parents are Faramir and
Eowyn! Do you have any idea ho difficult it is
to find pictures of your mom and dad together?
Thats because Faramir usually holds the camera.
Anywho, they are the prince and princess of
Ithilien, which will naturally give you some
sort of impressive title. Your uncle omer is
the king of Rohan, so when you were little you
actually got that pony you asked for. And a
beautiful Mustang on your sixteenth birthday,
too! Considering who your parents are, youll
probably be tall and attractive.

Your Middle-Earth mama is Lady Eowyn of Rohan.
Shes one of the coolest women in the history of
ever! She faced down the Witch-King of Angmar
and his fell beast for her uncle, so you know
she will do just about anything to protect you.
She will probably teach you to ride a horse and
use a sword and spear properly, not to mention
letting you visit your uncle Eomer and aunt
Lothiriel all the time.

Your Middle-Earth dad is Faramir of Gondor. He has
a lot of official duties, but when he is
finished for the day hel will spend quality
time with his family. Faramir is very
intelligent, so he can help you with your
homework. If you are rambunctious it will
probably remind him of his brother Boromir, so
he lets you get away with an awful lot. Word
of advice: don not mention your grandfather
Denethor. Your dad doesnt want to talk about
him. Also, insanity runs in your family.
(Maybe you will get lucky)



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I'd so love to get Arwen and Aragorn instead since both are so cool and they had a very strong love, but who can resist a mother like Eowyn? She's so me. I mean what she experienced in her relationship. Oh and she killed one of those nasty creatures with such a cool quote.. when he said 'No man can kill me' she opened her mask saying 'I am no Man'. Ooh.. coolness. Go girl power!

The Trouble With Love Is

Love can be of many splendid things
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sail and fairy tails
It will make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It will fool you everytime

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesnt care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Now I was once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my worlds a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I'd swore I'd never love again
Swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Everytime I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin and I keep on falling
over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

Am I really PMSy? Yes if you change the "Pre" to "Post" but apparently it affects me the same. What's with crying without any obvious reasons? I was watching American Idol.. could it be because the song and the voice was very good? This is too scary.

By the way, that lyric up there by Kelly Clarkson... I can ensure you that matches what I feel exactly. I dunno how I've become this dramatic but yeah.. every line of it is TRUE.

Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype at mutedfaith.com.


Oooh.. I got an LJ people. Believe it or not. Lately I'm so easily affected by other people, besides the boredom of not being able to do anything drives me nuts so I signed up for an LJ account with the name emotions309. So go visit if you'd like, but to tell you the truth I have no idea how to blog in two blogs regularly. Keep this one linked to you and not the LJ one, cos I'll still have this as my main blog, and will blog in my LJ if I'm bored of this one or if I've already blogged too much in here.

By the way, I'M CASTED AS PAIGE MATTHEWS IN OTCT!! Wheee! Seems like my RPG career is surely going up and to the top. I've finally got the role of a Charmed One! When I first joined C:tp and see the Board RPGs, I'll think getting a Charmed One role must be a dream only. But here I am, listed as Paige Matthews for Only Time Can Tell. Anyways, this RPG is very different than the others. The Charmed Ones' casts are very different than the others, since everywhere else the COs are always played by the same people. But now the COs are played by all new people, which includes me as one of them. Wheeee! I'm so loving this day. I can finally be in an RPG from the start, as a Charmed One.

Tell me I'm obsessed now, but this is extraordinary. =D

No quizzes today! Happy, people? Hum.. maybe not. But shall I care? Maybe not. Just finished a 5 pages-length of story for the Fourth Mission of the Gauntlet, and feeling very satisfied that I've killed Hidden Evil. Ooh.. the secrets. The intrigues. The love in the air. Tee-hee. I'm such a drama queen. Bah, but at least I use the talent in the right way. Ooh.. Mom's gonna leave for SF tomorrow and she won't let me come because it's only a week and I need to go to school on Friday and Wednesday (the excursion was cancelled, damn). I WANT SAN FRANCISCO!! Even though Charmed isn't really filmed there and the house is actually in LA, I still think I'm so related to the city. I love it so much.. I feel like I belong there. Okay, I know I first felt the same way with Singapore, but I don't even know why I once even felt that. SF is the best!! Wanna go there if only the journey doesn't take 20+ hours, which would drive me crazy. Last time I went there, I had to watch Lilo and Stitch at least five times, and Meet The Parents at least ten times in the plane. Oh, and Spy Kids 2 at least five times too. It's driving me nuts. But.. what I get after that is too good to be missed.. oooh I wanna go there again! Gimme gimme! It's gonna be hard to see my mom going there alone.. maybe I'll grab her skirt and let her drag me into the plane. Or I'll use super-glue so the stewardesses will have to accept me getting on board without tickets. Bah.

Watched Peter Pan today, and it's very beautiful. I dunno how many versions of this movie has been made, but it indeed was very nice. Every movie have to include 'love' as one of their main subjects, don't they? Pleeeaseee stop making me desiring love! I guess I should've stayed in Neverland too where children won't grow up and won't have to deal with not having a gawd damn stupid bf.

You're Element is Earth. You like plants and
flowers and have a very natural looking beauty.
You are a very innocent and maybe naive person
but it's only the erks in this world that take
advantage of you because you are a jewel in
this world of rocks. You have many friends and
they all enjoy you as much as you do them. You
are skilled with your hands and would be able
to last in a more remote home.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You belong in the world of leaves and trees, where
the wilderness can claim your soul. Somewhere
like a jungle or a thick wooded forest would be
your world. Intensely in tune with nature, you
feel the world belongs to the natural ways that
once ruled the planet. Be yourself, and
everything will work out. Don't let the grind
of the city destroy your free-as-a-bird nature.


Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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There's some result about 'nothingness' too.. but since I still don't get it guess I'm not that "emotionless". Hm.. lemme just enjoy my Earth element. Speaking of which, I should get Terrakinesis soon in FGB. ;D

Cornelia spins tunes as DJ Slim God Get your dj name @ Quiz Me

Whatever that means. At least I'm slim. Bah.

Are you Addicted to the Internet? 55% Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%) You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer. The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Quiz Me!

Dude I'm way beyond 55% or Balanced! I'm obsessed! This online world is my real world! *retakes the test*


The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz

A handbag? *Slaps you with the handbag* Oh and you know what? I first read that "53%" thingy as "Sex". Gawd, BROOK! I'm not gonna forgive you for corrupting my mind!!

You are an angel of the forest. You love to have a
good time and to get in trouble. For you, it's
all fun and games. You like to have friends,
preferably not human, and can converse with all
animals. You love to party, and like to be
alone. You are a deep person, but most people
miss it. Thinking that you are just childish
and young. Which you are not. You are old, and
wise, even if nobody can see it. You know what
the real world is like, better that your peers.
You have a naturally beatiful singing voice,
and are a natural with most instruments.
You can often loose your self. But will always find
yourself again. For that is just who you are.

Be happy. Never change. Because you are beautiful.


What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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Of course I'm beautiful. Tee-hee. Although I don't do music that good. I guess the most appealing part from that description to me is that it's related to the forest. Earth. Like I always am. Actually I feel I match the description of the "Nothingness" Angel, that says, "You are always silent. Barely any words escape your lips. You are in a complete world of your own, no-one gets in. And that's the way that you like it." Ooh. So me. See? I'm really an Emotionless person. Muaha.



Your Energy is Green. You are easygoing, stable and bring feelings of peace and natural harmony to those in your presence. You have good perception and awareness about most things, but you don't apreciated sudden surprises. You are a natural healer and would make an ideal physician, office manager, herbologist, anthropologist, or Accountant.

What color is your energy?
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Physician? Okay, what's that? If it's what I think and is related to Physics then I'm really out of it. Office manager? Blahness.. but sounds good anyway. Herbologist and Anthropologist.. sounds muchos boring. Accountant, might just be right since I love that subject, but why isn't Writing listed there? Dude, whatever. I blog three times a day! See how I have nothing else to do? And I also created two blends. I'm really obsessed with my computer.

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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BAH! Love isnt my desire! I'd so like to get that other result that says, "Nothing. You Truly Desire Nothing. Your just empty and creepy. Leave now." Muaha. Sounds more like me.

theOtaku.com: What Anime Angel Are You?


Ravenclaw! Some might see you as a bit haughty, but
that's just because they lack the intellectual
capacity to be worthy of your presence. You see
little difference between enlightenment and
entertainment; learning experiences are
tremendously enjoyable for you. And remember,
kids: just because you're brilliant doesn't
mean you're studious!


A More Unique Hogwarts Sorting Quiz
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Stole this from Molly. I'm obsessed with these quizzes! Or whatever you wanna call it.

1. Where are you now?
Home. In front of my lovely computer on lovely Saturday.

2. What time is it now?
Why would you care? Bah. It's 10.12 AM and I'm bored already.

3. Are you feeling happy right now?
I never feel bad on holidays, yo!

4. Why?
Because there's no fuckin school?

5. Feel sad?
Are you playing with me? Isn't it obvious from my previous answer? NO!

6. Why?
Because I'm Emotionless. Mleh. I can't feel a thing.

7. Missing someone?
Nope. Actually I almost never do. Except for Becca.. and Brook and their "weird" talk. Ooh. No. I'm missing it. I'm corrupted!

8. Love someone?
Yeah. My friends. I'm not sharing my love to any guys anymore except my brother and father.

9. Hate someone?
Those fuckin arrogant boys.

10. Feeling lonely?
Always? But I love being alone so.. who cares?

11. Grumpy?
Sometimes lately. But not on holidays!

12. Cheer up?
Not as cheery as blonde cheerleaders in American schools.. but yeah. A bit.

13. What do you want to do now?
Watch a bunch of movies. I need to see Love Actually again! And How to Deal, Monalisa Smile, A Guy Thing... damn, I must stop watching these romantic movies. I wanna see Peter Pan!

14. What you dont want to do?
Going back to school on Friday? Because attending school for only one day in the whole week is pointless. Ooh, I'm so glad if my teachers could read this. Yeah dude, this is what their first rank student thinks. I hate SCHOOL!

15. What do you wish to do?
Freezing Time! Getting premonitions! Telekinetically throw someone stupid away! Or just watch Charmed then. And go around the world to see snow and San Francisco again.

16. Are you in love?
I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE!! *bitchslaps you*

17. You're Heartbreak?
Even if I am I'm not gonna admit it til I die. Or til YOU die.

18. What are you going to do now?
Slap you because you keep repeating the same questions?

19. Going to meet someone?
I hope not. I love my lonliness.

20. Love your life right now?
Trying desperately to do that.

Ookay. Let's see. I've really been bitching a lot lately, haven't I? Ooh yesh. This is the real me. The real me who has got bored of life and is hating it. Although I hope I won't be complaining that much. Just watched Passion of The Christ and yeah.. I'm not gonna complain about my life that much anymore.

Cornelia was a Brave Greek God in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

discover your inner candy heart @ quiz me

Ooh. I was a Brave Greek God. What was I? Demeter, the Goddess of crops? Hehe.. since she's the one who represents Virgo, my zodiac if I'm not mistaken. The Earth Element. Anyways, I don't really understand the Valentine heart thingy. Bah...dunno what to write about today. We're gonna have a long holiday starting tomorrow to Tuesday, then on Wednesday we'll have a class excursion and going back to holiday on Thursday. So we're gonna have to study only on Friday and that sucks alot.. why dont we have a whole week off? Anyways, C:tP has got a new RPG called Only Time Can Tell (OCTC) and I'm obviously applying for it, hope I can be in an RPG from the start so it wont get confusing when I have to post. FGB becomes boring I dunno why, probably because the whole drama which in my opinion starts from a small simple problem but some people just need to blow it out of proportion and making it such a big drama. Geez. Some people DO need more entertainment, apparently. And that goes for the admins too. I dunno why some of them even think it's such an important matter? To me it's only a simple mistake which everybody can make, and as soon as an apology has been made, even a CHANGE was made, what's the big deal?

Anyways, I finally decided to really "end" my relationship with Ryan, yeah I still flirt around with him even though he was already with Emma but now I really have dumped him I'm really tired of what he's done to me and yeah.. screw it. I don't care anymore, I'll just look for a nice FGB guy and if I don't find one I'll live. Having these weird convos with Bec and Brook at first seems to be bad for my mental health but mleh.. apparently I found it fun as well. And yeah Bec, that quote "I'm not gonna marry a horny person just because he's handsome" belongs to me so hands off! :-D

The Gauntlet has become boring too. It actually seems like ADA's gonna win, since Phoebe has been kicked out too and she's like.. what? Our best fighter? Not that the rest of us aren't good.. geez I'm now scared.. why did I even apply for that tourny? I'm gonna have to write lengthy posts later when I'm up in an elimination fight too (which most likely will get eliminated). I backed off from all fights since I've got so damn bored with them... I really need something new. I guess I'll focus more on graphics making now, especially those challenges, since I've got gold and a bunch of very lovely comments in my C:tP gallery. It seems more fun now, and I guess I'm gonna make more. I've made one for the DF and hopefully it'll get chosen as the official one just like my first one did. Posting in the Strip seems fun now, guess I gotta do that more too and hopefully find a nice guy. Oh and FGB In Focus's new column rocks too, the "Eavesdropper Corner" I really need to be in The Strip/Havoc more to spy those couples. Tee-hee.

Did I get started by dunno what to write today and ended up making this long entry?

I'm not sure when I'm gonna talk to Brook or Becca again.. pretty soon though since Bec isn't going to fuckin Italy with no internet. Okay.. well, if they really just made it up, how COULD you make me feel so darn guilty for questioning if it's real? I have been suspecting that it was only a stupid joke all along, and yeah, sadly I'm true. Oh no, maybe not that sad since she's not actually leaving us forever. Look, I'm sorry if I have become this mad about this 'joke', but I just felt hurt. It's so mean to tell one of your closest friends that you're not going to be able to see her again but then you just said, "Oh sorry. It was all a lie." Uh-huh. Yeah right. I'm sorry if I'm suddenly bitching like this, but Samantha did really cry, unless she lied too which I don't think she did. It's just a very mean lie. I've been totally feeling sorry and sad for not being able to see you again and now you just said it isn't really happening. Not that I'm not glad that it isn't really happening. But why would you do that in the first place, though? It hurts. At least for me.

Well, let's look at the bright side, apparently I'm still that good at detecting the truth behind what people said. To tell you the truth Becca, I was still slightly unsure that what you said was true. Since why would Italy not have internet access? That's ridiculous. Especially that your parents were moving there to work. What.. are they going to be farmers? I don't think so. The place should have internet connections, and it's not likely you'll move that far to Italy. And that you could just accept it. I know you Becca, if it really happens you probably could've yelled to your parents and stayed there no matter what happens. You won't just come with them willingly, whatever it takes.

Another Bronze. That's for a small button link which I didn't even do more than five minutes. Bah, guess I just picked the right picture. :-p



GOLD!! I GOT GOLD!! Ohmigod. At first I'm sure I will get it for the All Hell Breaks Loose blend, but then Ireth/Tya submitted her work too and I thought I'd lost it since she's way better than me. But now what? I still got it! I got Gold! At last! And I beated her, lol. :-p Just a bit overjoyed here. Sorry. But it's so rare that I can make a better graphic than her, she's super. Tee-hee.

I'm kinda tired with this. No. I'm REALLY tired with this. I have to STRUGGLE to show up in ChatRPGs. What is wrong with parents, really? They don't want me to have some fun? They always force me to go with them, to 'have some fun' in their way. Okay, it's Saturday night and it's stupid to stay at home doing some ChatRPGs. Fine. But to me they're important so screw what other people think! I need them. I'm having fun with them. Yet when I tell them all about it they still don't want to understand. I still have to yell to them to show up in a game. They said I have no real life. They said I can stay home forever if I wanna stick to the ChatRPGs. Well, if yes, then what? Frankly I like it better at home joining the ChatRPGs with a bunch of people rather than meeting real people in real life, getting bored and feeling terribly tortured. WHY can't they let me do what I wanna do? Why can't I have my own life? Why must I become dependent to them so much? I need to yell before they would drive me back home so I can attend the games. And yet I'm still late for them. My parents used to ask me to go out in Saturday nights, thats why I decided not to join Light. But guess what? Right after I joined, they start asking me out again! This is plain ridiculous. They keep preventing me to come to the games. They won't understand that I LOVE them, that I NEED them. They just won't have a deal. I only need TWO HOURS on Saturday and ONE DAMN HOUR in Sunday. But you know what? No, they don't want to give me that at all. Why does it have to be so difficult? This is my life, for goodness' sakes!

News: I got casted as Chris in IDBT. :D Another cool thing to happen!

Anyways, talked to Bec, Samantha, and Brook today and realized I'm still a person from the outer circle. *rolls eyes* Now I kinda feel what Ellie feels.. since there's some things they don't share to me. I know those are private things, but yet they share to each other and I seem to be the only person who doesnt know. I dont know how I can never be that great and trustworthy for any friend, and why am I still willing to share everything with them although they dont consider me that close to them. I do think theyre close to me and I love them much, but apparently they dont feel the same. I dunno what else should I do to be appreciated enough. I feel like I've given all I could give. :-\ What is wrong with me? Okay, maybe I'm not that cool and I'm not born to stand out.. but I've given my best. Bah! Screw you all!

Tee-hee. Funny isn't it? I'm an assasin! Yayness! Bah. It's getting boring. No new surprises. We're planning on a new RPG in FGB and hopefully one of my ideas will be used. I'd so love to contribute to a new RPG and be a part of it. When will Chris's cast be announced though in IDBT? What are they waiting for? I don't understand. Adri said my application for Piper was good, but they chose Fraz for the role because he has had more experience. So if that's the case, then no one will else will ever get that part other than him, no? Because he keeps getting the part, no one does, and no one ever gets experience. :-s This Board RPG thingy is turning into some sort of monopoly.

Another surprise. I'm ONE OF THE FIRST THREE PEOPLE WHO GET A BONUS RING IN FGB!! See? Someone actually see how dedicated I am to FGB. No one has got it before which means it's very special! And I'm one of those very special people! Things are just getting better and better everyday, and I receive new surprises everyday. My internet life is so damn great compared to my sucky real life! Anyways, I chose Focus as my ring since it will enhance my power one level above my current one. Seems very powerful especially when used with my Power Absorption ring. My best ring ever! I'm so loving this FGB life!

Oh and you know what? Apparently me and my team won the third place in the contest of the science event in school. It was totally unexpected since our creation was totally simple compared to the others, and we were pretty sure we shouldn't expect of winning. But well.. miracle happens. Those ten articles I wrote apparently had made us win, because although the design was simple the articles were great. I am so grateful because it all depended on my hardwork. If we didn't come up with great articles we couldn't have won. This really makes me feel important. And I can't help but to think I made us won.. however it was me who did all the articles.. and yeah. I dunno why suddenly I sound this selfish but just can't deny it. Oh well. I can add yet another trophy now in my room, and I'll have five trophies now to decorate it. Yayness!

Another Honorable Mention. Almost make me wanna roll my eyes.. this isn't going better but it ain't going to stop me.

And then I got this!!



See! A bronze! Finally I'm moving up a bit. I'm going to practice even more! I won't stop until I get a gold award. Tee-hee.

And I'm promoted again in FGB. I'm a Level 3 now! I can finally get my Teleportation Ring. Fun-ness! Oh and Samantha is back! And now we're forming a new group called SSS.. it's so cool since we also have special banners made by Ellie. The banners are awesome. Two more blend challenges are up and I'm going to work on them. Some stupid freak in C:tP is building a gallery by claiming other people's work as his. And the stupid thing is he's choosing banners and wallpapers that are famous and even being used by so many members, no wonder he got busted so soon. Stupid idiot. He even still had a gut to challenge me and insult me, thankfully I've got a back up which I never asked for but obviously is there because I'm on the right side. I just hope the idiot will be banned from the board forever since he's been an annoying slacker in FGB too. It's people like that who ruins such a great board like C:tP and the fun in it.

Gosh, it's such a tiring week, another school event will be held tomorrow. And I'm in one of the contests, plus my friend's doing some business with my mother, which is quite confusing me as well. Why do things always happen at once in Friday? Oh gosh, almost forgot that I've got to practice for the school's play as well. See? Last Friday I've got an extra-curriculer assignment, an oral test, another play practice, and who knows what else. And this friday the school science event is driving me crazy. I'll be relieved when this week is over, and hopefully next Friday I won't have to face another tasks. Gees. I just wanna get over tomorrow.